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For personal reasons that I really don't want to explain, I will be no longer posting art on this account, or at :devobsignedreqium: unless it is art for others. All art for my ocs will be posted on my toyhou.se which is linked here - toyhou.se/lee--bee
i may or may not post some closed species art of my ocs, but it's unlikely. this account feels too cluttered for me and i would rather not make a new account when i can just post somewhere where it seemed more clean.
and no, i am not giving up any of my closed species, don't ask.
thank you for for everything here, but i'm probably going to be forever done with this site.
i may or may not post some closed species art of my ocs, but it's unlikely. this account feels too cluttered for me and i would rather not make a new account when i can just post somewhere where it seemed more clean.
and no, i am not giving up any of my closed species, don't ask.
thank you for for everything here, but i'm probably going to be forever done with this site.
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Update about things / I have a twitter!
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the update is literally about the twitter but also about the fact that i might?? not be drawing for a while. my wrist just started hurting the past few days and i haven't even mustered the energy to draw, so there's that lmao.
ill try maybe next week, but who knows.
but anyway, i have a twitter ! lee__bees !
i literally tweet random shit about my day and retweet a bunch of bnha / voltron / whatever comes up that i like
but yea other than tumblr, which i haven't been active on lately either, thats one way to reach me and see what im up to if yall want
uuhh yea there's that i hope yall have a lovely day!
its like 2am why am i alive
ill try maybe next week, but who knows.
but anyway, i have a twitter ! lee__bees !
i literally tweet random shit about my day and retweet a bunch of bnha / voltron / whatever comes up that i like
but yea other than tumblr, which i haven't been active on lately either, thats one way to reach me and see what im up to if yall want
uuhh yea there's that i hope yall have a lovely day!
its like 2am why am i alive
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Just some things / Semi-hiatus
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i lost my nana on september 1 at 2:30pm.
the service for her is going to be on friday
i dont have any regrets honestly, i took care of her as best as i could considering my own medical issues, and i spent a lot of time with her and made a lot of silly new memories that i will never forget.
it's just weird that she's gone, i really thought she would tough through this or something
but i was really lying to myself, she was 87 years old and her sons finally just visited a week ago, so it was just the right time for her to finally go you know?
but yea my family and i are just going through a lot with the service prep and than cleaning out her room and mourning
i might not be drawing as much anymore, not like i was before this but it may be even less now.
the most i would do it post a doll once every few days or something
i just need time honestly
the service for her is going to be on friday
i dont have any regrets honestly, i took care of her as best as i could considering my own medical issues, and i spent a lot of time with her and made a lot of silly new memories that i will never forget.
it's just weird that she's gone, i really thought she would tough through this or something
but i was really lying to myself, she was 87 years old and her sons finally just visited a week ago, so it was just the right time for her to finally go you know?
but yea my family and i are just going through a lot with the service prep and than cleaning out her room and mourning
i might not be drawing as much anymore, not like i was before this but it may be even less now.
the most i would do it post a doll once every few days or something
i just need time honestly
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Updated 6/29 [HIATUS]
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6/29/17
Update about my whole mess of a life/body at the moment. First, I am putting this account on full Hiatus, and will do things whenever I have motivation for them, which lately hasn't been a while.
Second, I have updates pertaining to my medical issues. The doctor called today about my blood work yesterday to test my thyroid levels, and surprisingly they were fine! Meaning as of right now, I won't have to worry about getting my thyroid removed. They still want me to take more blood (vampires) to test it in about 2 months, so thats a thing.
Also I may have something called Autoimmune Cerebellar Ataxia. I made a mistake earlier in this journal and called it Acute Cerebellar Ataxia. I still have yet to find out if this is true or not, but it may be a possibility.
But other than this, I'm okay. I'm just trying to deal with life one day at a time and I'm more focused on my writing recently than my art. The easiest way to contact me is probably either at obsignedrequiem or at my tumblr blog 'blessedsong'. I'm only going to pop up here for these reasons:
1. to clear my hell inbox
2. update this journal if anything new comes up
and 3. to (rarely) post anything i owe/personal art/update my pixel ponds project
anyway. if anyone has been reading this i hope you all have a good night / morning!
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I am slowly working my way back into this account and fandom, mainly by making gift art for pond owners as shown by my Pixel Pond project.
But this update is mainly medical related, as I finally figured out whats going wrong with my body, but I don't know how bad it is yet. I have Hashimoto's Disease, were my immune system attacks my thyroid, resulting in almost all of the symptoms that I have at the moment. Like I said I don't know how bad it is yet, going to have to take blood within the next few weeks to test this. Worse case scenario I will have to have surgery to have my thyroid removed and I'm seriously hoping it doesn't come down to that.
I'm still a little scared, the doctor mentioned something about Acute Cerebellar Ataxia I believe, my memory is still spotty about that conversation. But either way, I'm dealing as much as I can, mainly for my parents sake.
If it does come down to me getting surgery, I'm hoping I can open commissions and help my parents pay for what the insurance can't. We already owe so much for my blood work and my sisters hospital visit, I can't just let them pay this off as well if it happens.
As I mentioned earlier, I am slowly coming back here. All commissions are closed at the moment, until I can finish the art I owe. Right now the Pixel Ponds project and my personal oc project are top priority, as these projects are helping me get back into the swing of things pony wise (I have grown used to dolling humans already-).
To everyone I owe art too; Please be patient a little longer. I know some of you either forgot, or is impatient in waiting, and I understand that but please be patient a little longer. I have no money/points to pay anyone back at this time and honestly? I don't know when I will.
Thank you for reading, I hope you all have a good evening/morning.
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EDIT: 4/25/17
I have made an alternate account which will host my humanoid ocs as I want this account to be PRIMARILY ponies
I will be here until I get my drive back to finish commissions, which hopefully should be soon.
------ > obsignedrequiem
As you all can pretty much tell, I haven't been very active here lately. And I really do apologize for that, seeing as I have so many things I owe at the moment.
But I'm just not in a good mental state at the moment for this site, and really any social media (this includes tumblr so I won't be active there either). So I am taking a hiatus until I can get back on my feet again, and actually focus for once in my life. I don't know how long it will be, so sorry about that.
Sadly I cannot do any refunds, as I have no money at the moment, nor am I dropping any commissions. All requests, however, will be dropped so I can lessen the load. Commissions are technically on hold as of now, but I'm too lazy to edit the journals. That doesn't mean when I come back I won't look at whatever comments I get asking for commissions (if whoever wanted said art at the time still wants it)!
So umm yea, I would rather not talk about why I'm not being very active to anyone. This is my own personal thing that I have to deal with so lets just keep it that way.
If you really need to contact me, I am always on Discord. My information is here - .: MEME :. Discord Status
I will not be checking notes or comments/replies at this moment, so apologies but if it's important, contact me through discord, or Skype if you happen to have it (no i will not be giving it out, so don't ask)
Anyway, I think that's it. If anything else comes up I'll be sure to mention it in another journal or something. Again I am so sorry for everyone who is waiting for art that I owe you, and if I could refund you people I would.
Have a good day.
I have made an alternate account which will host my humanoid ocs as I want this account to be PRIMARILY ponies
I will be here until I get my drive back to finish commissions, which hopefully should be soon.
------ > obsignedrequiem
As you all can pretty much tell, I haven't been very active here lately. And I really do apologize for that, seeing as I have so many things I owe at the moment.
But I'm just not in a good mental state at the moment for this site, and really any social media (this includes tumblr so I won't be active there either). So I am taking a hiatus until I can get back on my feet again, and actually focus for once in my life. I don't know how long it will be, so sorry about that.
Sadly I cannot do any refunds, as I have no money at the moment, nor am I dropping any commissions. All requests, however, will be dropped so I can lessen the load. Commissions are technically on hold as of now, but I'm too lazy to edit the journals. That doesn't mean when I come back I won't look at whatever comments I get asking for commissions (if whoever wanted said art at the time still wants it)!
So umm yea, I would rather not talk about why I'm not being very active to anyone. This is my own personal thing that I have to deal with so lets just keep it that way.
If you really need to contact me, I am always on Discord. My information is here - .: MEME :. Discord Status
I will not be checking notes or comments/replies at this moment, so apologies but if it's important, contact me through discord, or Skype if you happen to have it (no i will not be giving it out, so don't ask)
Anyway, I think that's it. If anything else comes up I'll be sure to mention it in another journal or something. Again I am so sorry for everyone who is waiting for art that I owe you, and if I could refund you people I would.
Have a good day.
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